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Middle Angst

by Rocket Bureau

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1.
Disconnected 00:52
Disconnected Unselected Hanging in the ether out of mind Unrepentent Independent Missing by myself out of time Obsessing over never-was and should've-beens Exploring every single means to every end Disconnected Unselected Hanging in the ether out of mind Unrepentent Independent Missing by myself out of time Disconnected
2.
Not You 01:51
Wasted days and wasted nights Before you know You're not young anymore You're no fun anymore You can't hang anymore You're not you anymore You're not you anymore They're dozing off on the couch They've put the kids to bed You're hanging out at the bar Tryin' to get out of your head Doing it wrong, Doing it right Wasting away or living your life Flaming out or burning bright Wasted days and wasted nights Too scared to grow You're not young anymore You're no fun anymore You can't hang anymore You're not you anymore You're not you anymore You're not you anymore
3.
Lipstick queens puffin' cigarette dreams For only you Whatcha gonna do? Lipstick queens puffin' cigarette dreams For only you Whatcha gonna do? Fruits of flowers Have mastered hours Of holding powers over you Fruits of flowers Have mastered hours Of holding powers over you
4.
You're life is a beach You're covered in sand Isn't it grand? Now you're holding the stars In your sweaty hands Your sweaty hands Sun's comin' on Giving out kisses Of copper and gold We will never slow down We will never burn out We will never get old Keeping it floored Windows are rolled Wave through the roof The night is still young You don't have a choice And here's your proof The wasted times are the best in life And summertime is a crime You're leaving the beach Pulling your head Out of the sand Relinquish the stars They're all out of reach They slipped away Through your sweaty hands
5.
Tocks tickin' and they're never done Standin' watch and countin' every one Everybody's falling into place Best that I can do is stare into space They've got their own Like it was meant to be I don't know if I'm lost or found Or somewhere in between Nine-to-five becomes nine-to-nine Only profiting on losing time Summer's over before you know Fallin' off the calendar, row by row There's a spark of life When her eyes start to glow Damned if you do or don't A long walk to a funeral Golden Circles
6.
Send me the leaden pillow That you dream on Send me the letters you wrote Saying you won't be long gone Send me the leaden pillow That you dream on Meet by the wounded willow After the leaves gone And don't reply If your eyes are dry I must be something wrong
7.
Bummer 04:45
Out on my ass, thought I earned my keep Tired head, heavy heart Lookin' for a place to sleep Put it all behind Never let her into my mind Take it all for granted Forget everything you know Find a good-lookin' highway Drive for that friendly glow Put it all behind Never let her into my mind What did you think you'd find here? Something truthful? What if you lose your mind here, On something youthful? What if you dropped everything, And let it shatter? Everybody dies alone, Does it even matter? Pulled down the brim of my hat And hit the road Everybody's lookin' for something So I've been told Put it all behind Never let her into my mind
8.
Honeycomb 03:05
Well I see your eyes trying to stray And I hear you criticize me away Well I know how you like to play it coy And you tell all your stuck-up friends I'm a dumb country boy Oh, Honeycomb How'd you like to be alone? Well you love how the high life makes you feel And you think the closer to god, the higher the heel Well you brag of all the others you have rolled But I'm the only one who never leaves you cold Oh, Honeycomb Pretty soon you'll be alone I'm done walkin' the stars with you I've got some better things to do Go on, get back to where you're comin' from I'm going back to my gutter with nothin' at all
9.
I've got myself I've got some records on the shelf And the television glows its lonesome light Cold and piercing, blue and white And the after-hours echoes all explode Message from space Puttin' me in my place Ambition's just a memory Living alone Radio silence on the phone Put in 60 hours this week, I'm on the couch Wasted space in my own house And the after-hours echoes all explode Message from space Puttin' me in my place Ambition's just a memory Stuck in a shell Some sort of introspective hell And the after-hours echoes all explode
10.
Whiskey watchers and shifty talkers Hours after hours left to go Don't be so crazy, you look kinda shakey Hours after hours left to go Secretive lovers, sneakin' under covers Hours after hours left to go Struck out and losing, keep right on boozing Hours after hours left to go Don't be suspcious, just come hang out with us Hours after hours left to go Don't be suspcious, just come hang out with us Hours after hours left to go
11.
Terrified 03:04
Made it out to your party Made it to the bar I'm not having a good time No-no-no not at all A solid wall of hateful shame and spite Closin' in on me And the tunnel's gettin' smaller now I can't see I'm terrified of everyone around me I'm terrified of everyone around me Can't fucking breathe here Tied up in nots Maybe a drink will help, yeah Gi-gimme all you got Gotta keep gotta keep gotta keep it in check The only thing I can do is to keep myself a wreck I'm terrified of everyone around me I'm vilified of all that is within me I'm petrified of how the world surrounds me I'm terrified of everyone around me
12.
Soft for the night Smile beaming big and bright Replaying it over and over again Whether right or wrong Everybody will be playing along It's the same old game it's always been Act on a dare Electricity in the air Like a memory you've never lived The vision is crisp There's heat pumping through my wrists A moment that you can't forgive Here's one for the angels Though none of them are meant for me Doesn't leave any wonder No motivation for melody
13.
Starlit hotline Already got mine Nothin' to give away Saturn got wise Tellin' hot lies Ringin' every day Four-leaf clover's forkin' over Luck, but only bad Force some wisdom, gone and used up All I've ever had Stay up cheaply Wryly weaping Unrequited thirst Kill tomorrow Slyly sleeping Inspiration cursed Wrecked illusions force conclusions To rearrange the past Scarlet burns your earthly yearns A love that never lasts Burning out the night light
14.
Failure Opus 04:05
When I was young I'd dream all day Of guitars and drums and the racket they made A rock'n'roll career seemed a pretty good idea Rounded up the boys and wrote some songs We played all the bars and people sang along My rock'n'roll vision reaching rock'n'roll fruition Hungry for power and cravin' a tune That'll load me up and shoot me right over the moon But my rock'n'roll leanings had no contemporary meaning So I closed my eyes for a million days Now everything's changed in a million ways Yeah my rock'n'roll itches, they're gettin' rock'n'roll vicious Maybe grow lazy, dull and lame Get a dumb tattoo and change my name Could be an industry villian, and make a calculated killin' Now I'm singin' a song about singin' a song About rockin' and rollin' all night long Well that's rock'n'roll clever, huh Rock'n'roll Whatever It doesn't matter what I feel if you don't feel it too

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Written, Performed, Recorded & Mixed by Kyle Urban.
Recorded to analog tape at Motorco Studio, Madison WI.
Art & Layout by Kyle Clemins.

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released March 9, 2021

Thanks to Dan Bornemann, Josh Labbus, Paul Kennedy, Kyle Clemins, Liz Granby & Mickey's Tavern, and all of our excellent Rock'n'Roll friends who put up with us.

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Wisconsin basement rock'n'roll! One-man studio band, several-human live band.

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